the world isn’t against you 

Attention everyone: the world is not against you. It’s become so normal for me to respond to “How are you?” based on how my day is going. Or more importantly, how things are going for me that day. On a day when my friends are paying attention to me, my customers at work are nice,…

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whatever the hell you want

Screw everyone and do whatever the hell you want, because in the end, you’re the only one that matters. I found that phrase as someone’s twitter bio a few weeks ago, and I sat and looked at it for a while. The more time I spend with people, the less time I want to spend…

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pain part two 

Relationally, we base so much of our identity on the opinions of others. I find it so easy to think badly of myself just because someone else does. I didn’t think I had issues with self-worth, image, identity..until I came face to face with the single most important person in my life rejecting me(common theme…

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when there’s no closure

It’s easy to trust God, sometimes. Among the hardships and heartbreaks, sometimes I get hit with waves of trust and a feeling of belonging, and I’m sure my heart has healed. And then on other nights when I’m lonely and missing what I used to have, I get hit with another feeling. It’s the one…

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one about calling

Here’s a fun fact: I have no idea what I’m doing with my life, and I’m okay with that.  I’ve been in a real ‘screw it’ mood for a while, and have been keeping my frustrations to myself(except to a few lucky people who get to hear me vent about my life problems), hoping I…

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